I don't want to pray anymore if my heart doesn't care.
I don't want to pray anymore if I'm not truly seeking Him.
I don't want to pray anymore if I get up determined to do the opposite of what God wants me to do.
I don't want to pray anymore if I'm just going through the motions and not truly giveing my heart and life to Christ.
I don't want to pray anymore if I'm just using that time as a wish list for God. Always asking for stuff but not thanking, praising, worshiping, and just being in His presence.
I DO want to pray with a passion, trust, and love like a child speaks to their parent.
I Do want to pray with a brokenness and seek refuge in our Savior.
I Do want to pray and believe that God has me and is working out all things.
I Do want to pray and be determined to live my life doing the best I can to please God.
I Do want to pray and not leave God's presence till I have His peace.
I Do want to pray to get closer to our God.
I Do want to pray to grow in His wisdom.
I want my prayer life to be filled with a desire to draw closer to our Heavenly Father. A prayer life that creates a better me because of Him. A prayer life that empties me of all that I am and fills me with all of who He is. I don't want complacency anymore. I don't ever want to have the look of a Christian on the outside but on the inside I know I'm going to Hell. I want God to keep me broken for Him.
I want to leave every prayer believing, trusting and knowing that the Creator of this world, the Holy One, the only One who has control created me, thinks of me , loves me, goes before me and is making my path, protects me and guides me.
Oh the peace, joy, strength, love and wisdom I would have if my prayer life was where it should be.
God woos us to Him. Let's not be distracted anymore. He is calling us.
Thank you for not just creating me and walking away. You are here with me, loving me, thinking of me and helping me. You are the Holy One! The Holy One loves me!!! Wow! I worship you, Lord, because you are worthy. You are the King of Kings! I pray Lord you open my conscious to you and soften my heart to you. Guide me in my prayer life. Help me to always have a heart after you. Change me to be the woman, wife and mother who You want me to be. Forgive me for the times where I fall short. Thank you for never giving up on me. Thank you for your mercy. I love you Lord with all my heart. Less of me, Lord, and more of you!
As I work on my prayer life, I encourage you to join me!
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